"The hardest of all is learning to be a well of affection,and not fountain,to show them that we love them,not when we feel like it,but when they do"

Friday, December 31, 2010

Reading..

Flipping
tossing
turning
bending
crumbling
tumbling
rumbling
rambling
imagining 
folding
feeling
thinking
missing
tearing
clipping
catching
clicking
tricking
playing
flashing
romancing
annoying
irritating
numbing
loving
caring
fighting
happening
boring
brooding

Life the book..currently i am reading it..and i can see this all happening with me..Still writing on each line with each moment that is passing by..It's almost finished yet there remains a lot.Well it will continue i don't know till when but here is wishing everyone a very Happy New Year 2011

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Towards..

Crossing and weaving with each moment.
Slowly reaching to it's destination.
Each day it feels it is getting near,
to the finish line which is visible from here.
Not a day passes without the sudden rush;
rush of variant splurges of complexing emotions.
Sometimes a long lingering smile, 
with a thought of someone in mind.
Sometimes a sad sigh,
just by waiting that seems prolonged.
Pouring of red liquid is still functioning out,
with the beats sounding clear,
in the echoing silence of surround.
Consuming toxicity of each falling hour,
impatience is now taking shape deep down.
When will it end?when will i go there?
Thrusting questions storming the mind.
Heavenly peace and utmost harmony,
experience of a sudden bliss through fury.
Stopping beats,liquid stands still,
clock ticks on and breathe is lost.
Now atlas journey ends.
Long coveted destination, 
there you see she reaches heaven.

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

My love..

I used to be with him half of my day..we were inseparable.We used to eat food together.Laugh out loud.Watch the green meadows or a stormy sky or a pleasant drizzle.
Whenever i used to be sick,we couldn't meet up and when he was sick i couldn't meet him.How addicted we were to each other.He needed me and i needed him.Sometimes we used to be so near to each other that i used to be afraid that something may happen to him.He never thought any harm could be done to me.
Well whatever it was,one fine morning my father was shouting on me.He came to know how close we were.But by now everyone knew what he meant to me.I was taken away from him.Or so they thought that they have taken me away from him.But love found it's way and when no one was around i could be with him.Love him like i did.He was my biggest support,he made me learn so much and i could tell him to be how i wanted him to be and he would agree without a noise.
But one day that awful day came and he was separated from me in a way that we could have been never ever close to each other again.He expired and i was inconsolable.How badly i needed him to be by my side.And he went away with much harm done.
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Well it was my old love,now i have a new one yes i mean i have a new one.It was easy to forget him and no one could ever get me so much addicted as he did.Oh i loved him so so much.
Well my lovers name is ..its not so easy to be written over here.So i give out a puzzle so that everyone does know my lovers name.Yeah i miss him it doesn't matter that i got a new one,we were so intimate you know.
20 5 12 9 22 9 19 9 15 14
Provide alphabets to the numbers.

Monday, December 27, 2010

Evangeline and Clara (Riddle talk)-II

Clara-Hey Evangeline why you seem so low today?


Evangeline-(putting up a fake smile)no Clara i ain't low 

Clara-Oh key..So what riddle have you got for me today?

Evangeline-You certainly seem interested the first time in listening to my riddle.And wow you initiating on asking it to you.

Clara-Yeah see i close down my lappy and looking at you with full concentration and gonna hear you with full attention 

Evangeline-Hmm..Light moment with a heavy thrust.

Clara-It seems so vague,anything can be like it.

Evangeline-(now smiling actually) My riddles are always like em' sweety 

Clara-  Yeah how true you are Evangeline.

Evangeline-Can't you ever be sprightly enjoyable for more than five minutes Clara 

Clara- what do you mean to say?

Evangeline-Huh! Try to enjoy life Clara darling. Why do you think that if you enjoy a bit your position will fall down?

Clara-You know..Go bring me the cup of coffee on that table..

(Evangeline walks up to the table inches away and brings back the cup for Clara.)


Clara-So yeah continue with your mind bender miss 

Evangeline-Brings sorrow and astonishment.

Clara-Many things but your riddle how would i know 

Evangeline-So nicely exemplifies Newton's third law of motion(and she thinks in her mind "in my case only").

Clara-Oh yeah i get it (glowing with utmost joy as she thinks this is going to be the first time that she is going to be correct).It is recoiling of a gun.Isn't it? 

Evangeline-Oh no.Come on Clara 

Clara-What? We have studied it so many times in the example of newton's third law of motion i still remember.Don't you Evangeline.Oh i pity you 

Evangeline- No Clara you shouldn't be thinking up of giving an answer but thinking of the answer in your mind only 

Clara-Oh key i give up.Tell me now what is it?

Evangeline-You remember i told you about my boyfriend..

Clara-Oh no.Not again Evangeline.

Evangeline-(again with a broken in the middle expression)No,no It's different today.You know i had a tiff with my boyfriend this time and he was arguing on a very trivial thing and i got infuriated and i slapped him.

Clara-Ohhhhhhhh.... 

Evangeline-Now shut your big mouth  .Now i am feeling so guilty as he might have felt pain at that time.See isn't it a example of newton's third law of motion?

Clara-Oh my god Evangeline.So now what are you going to do to make him happy again?

Evangeline-I'll meet him this evening again at his place this time and not on any street.And tell him how sorry am i about yesterday and then i'll treat him with his favorite Black forest chocolate cake.Don't you think sweet will work up for my stupid act?

Clara-Oh surely with that angelic smile and sweet cake..he is surely going to forgive you.Now let's get back to work sweety.

And the same monotonous day continues in Clara's life and she with her skilled hands at typing..goes on with might typing some important details to a event.Evangeline gives her a pity look one more time and brings a smile back on her face to make up for yesterday evenings mistake,today evening.
As Evangeline shifts her gaze back to her laptop screen,Clara looks from the corner of her eye and gives in a wicked smile thinking that she has been able to dodge again the same question from Evangeline the countless number of time ...and it still rings in her mind back every time she finishes a riddle talk with Evangeline Why do you think that if you enjoy a bit your position will fall down?

Friday, December 24, 2010

Christmas Wishing Gift..

Now Christmas is just some moments away..Though i don't have gifts for you lovely blogging people.But i want to give away somethings to your express world that is "Your Blog" :)


I want to give this award to two people Beyond horizon  and Blasphemous Aesthete .

This goes to two person again Maverick and P-Kay

 

This goes to three person  Makk , P-Kay  and Simran 

This goes three people ,at the first glance i exclaimed Excellent :) Beyond horizon ,Maverick  and Blasphemous Aesthete 

This goes to one person Sourav 


This goes to one person Makk 


This goes to one person P-Kay 


This goes to my lil,sweet blogging girl Simran 


This to one person Makk 


This to two people Maverick and Blasphemous Aesthete .


This is for one person Abhi 

This is for one person P-Kay


Wishing everyone a berry merry Christmas ...Have a nice,chilly,spicy and rocking Winter.


P.S.-You can pass these on to other people as gift or award your wish  



Evangeline and Clara (Riddle talk)-I

Evangeline-Oh..Clara it was heaven you know!

Clara-How would i know?

Evangeline-So true.How would you know that 

Clara-Now tell me what you mean to say.You always have riddles for me.And that too amazes me from your practical life.Do you have time for all this after working so long.Don't you relax?

Evangeline-Hmm....Poor soul of yours, you only work,go home and then relax a bit then the other day same boring routine.Don't you feel you are no more than a machine? 

Clara-No absolutely not.I have grown up building up plans for my future and to make them successful i worked hard and now i have achieved this level of being an entrepreneur.I don't want to drop down from this level by giving thought to some other things in life.

Evangeline-Oh my dear how wrong is your thinking.Everything in life should be done with a proportion.Why do you think that if you enjoy a bit your position will fall down?

Clara-You know..Go bring me the cup of coffee on that table..

(Evangeline walks up to the table inches away and brings back the cup for Clara.)



Clara-Yeah..so what was your riddle.I ought to hear it otherwise my food will not get digested today 

Evangeline-Soft and delicate..consuming and sealing..Merging of breath and collides of feeling. 

Clara-Oh so silly..I haven't had such a encounter ever with anything.But you seem to be a all girl who has had all kinds of feeling so i would like to hear it from you.But well i can try with one more hint.

Evangeline-Okk..Though i feel you are not upto the mark for this question .

Clara-What do you mean to say ?

Evangeline-See this riddle is getting on your nerves 

Clara(composing herself again)-Heyy..no.Ok fine now stop igniting the flame so high.

Evangeline-Ok so your last and most close clue is...pursing two cups, flaming the desires,stoking fuel to recharge the battery of life.  

Clara-Ohh bull****.Stop Evangeline it really is getting on my nerves.Now tell me.

Evangeline-I told you about my boy-friend last week(lighting up with enthusiastic zeal).Yesterday we met again and we had a kiss on the Adam street of London.Where the roads were block and the snow flakes were touching each spiny leaf of the tree with utmost sophistication...


(breaking the flow of her thought in between Clara says..)

Clara-Evangeline will you ever come back to the realities of life?

Evangeline-(With a broken in middle expression.)Clara these talks are not for you.But i still take up an initiative to light the fused bulb in your boring life.But never mind will try it the next day i pose you one more riddle .

Clara-  Let's get back to work sweety.

And the same monotonous day continues in Clara's life and she with her skilled hands at typing..goes on with might typing some important details to a event.Evangeline gives her a pity look one more time and brings a smile back on her face to enjoy another Live event this evening.
As Evangeline shifts her gaze back to her laptop screen,Clara looks from the corner of her eye and gives in a wicked smile thinking that she has been able to dodge again the same question from Evangeline the countless number of time ...and it still rings in her mind back every time she finishes a riddle talk with Evangeline Why do you think that if you enjoy a bit your position will fall down?

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

कोहरा ..

महकी ज़मी थी 
सांसे हवाओ में घुली थी
एहसास उनका था हर पल में
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हमारे इकरार में आखिर हो चले 
बेखबर दीवाने से वो ||

उजला सम्हा था सुबह के कोहरे में
कह्कशाएं दिख रही थी 
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