Thousands of thoughts roaming around in your mind. All untamed and wild. They are like the beast.
You have no idea what to believe and what not to. What seems the logical approach doesn't pacify you much anyway.
Closing the channels and taking a break from these thoughts is not an option. Deal with them, bear with them and maybe you may reach to a conclusion.
And if you don't? The nights are all about insomnia and day is all about keeping busy. The only solace is work till you find nothing to work on.
Life throws s*** things our way when one perceives that this will be my good time.
Maybe there is nothing like good time or nothing like bad time. It is just time. We keep labelling things so much that we forget to be in touch with the reality.
I feel like having a coffee though it wont render me a solution but it will give a moment or two of bliss.