Lost chance!

You don't seem to reply.

I wished it to bespoken by you.

What if they were in my dream,

that i portrayed that big hall, 

a extravagance gather.

We danced to the tunes,

and cheered with the talks.

I ask you a question, 

you raise your eyes and stop.

You ought to answer me, 

at least when i ask you once in reality.

But you loose your chance,

and left me wondering. 

For 'yes' or 'no' which was for me,

on my way wandering.

I cry and submerge. 

I walk down the last aisle of pain.

Get myself a shot to restart,

smoking air I leave my past in ashes.

Lungs filled up it really doesn't matter.

Dropping last bit of emotions,

i will leave you my trail.

When you find me, 

you shall only regret.

If only i were alive, 

that you could have said.

Connection..

This Entry is submitted by me for Thursday Poets Rally 52


She softly mumbled near his ears.

He was departing and couldn't hear.

He was in a surge for somewhere urgent.

Her eyes coruscated and a tear exuded.

Conceiving about him.

The day ran in haphazard.

Intermixing,remixing and varying.

Her eyes coruscated and a tear exuded.

Conceiving about her.

The day expected just urgency.

Working,managing and balancing.

His lips turned to a beguiling smile.

The sun scorched,

and their day commenced in delusion.

The moonlight proliferated,

and their reality induced.

Miles apart from each other,

the longing has always been such.

Heightening and dropping frequencies,

once he sighed other she sighed.

He came all the way,

his urgency are over now.

The day expects nothing from him,

as she knows as of now.

Coming closer he heard what she whispers;

"Take care my love and smile always"

He smiled and embraced her,

as she knows as of now.

Zakhm

कुछ पल के लिए हम भी थे रुके, 

पीछे मुड उन निगाहों का;

आगाज़ ज़रुरी सा जैसे हो उठा |

पर वो न ठहरे हुए थे वहाँ|

कम्बख्त दिल में,  

जो वो रुबरु होने की, 

इक चाह मचल गई थी | 

फिर दर्द सा उठा और, 

वो एक और ज़ख्म तौफे में,

हमारे बिन कहे ही छोड गए |

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For ephemeral moment i stopped,

to look back in those eyes,

was so intense a urge.

But he was not waiting there.

Crazy heart had that, 

reeling glances desire.

Again a pain resurrected,

and he left me a gift of wound,

without my need to ask.

So i walk away..

I walked off.

I walked away.

Walked by without glancing your way.

The excruciating pain,

the endless tears,

the clotting gore from the cuts get smeared.

I know if i had recollected happy memories;

I would have stayed back.

So i kissed you last time when i said these won't end.

So i hugged you the last when i said there are more to come.

So i pierced my heart and stopped it's beating.

Swore never to ever love anyone besides you.

To never commit and bind;

I throw your way a silent goodbye!

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Thank you so much for this Perfect Poet Award Thursday Poets rally

I would like to nominate Magdalena for the next award.

Sans Memory

I capture those glances of your in my heart.

The steady rhythm of your words as they call;

As they call my name and address me as yours.

Through the towering feelings,

as of residing on cloud nine.

I wish that your happiness never subsides.

As the clock ticks and does its round,

the moments bygone slips through palms.

Floats in air like ashes of charred logs.

Fleeing away like detached and dry leaves.

Rustling and revolting the natures sound.

Clash through the ticking hours, 

it happened with me.

A touch of heaven that i perceived.

I have lost all with the tragedy.

I am done with the past. 

And all that i am left with, 

are new beginnings to create.

I have let past go like sand caught in hand,

though it was not as i had planned.

But all i am left with are broken thoughts.

No links and bends, 

just fractal i glimpse in broken chords.

Yes i am sans memory.

And have forgotten with whom i was,

and who called my name, 

and told me that i belonged with them.

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