"The hardest of all is learning to be a well of affection,and not fountain,to show them that we love them,not when we feel like it,but when they do"

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Sunday, December 04, 2011

In fervor

Dazed in prolific love..
I realize i am all yours baby..
Your touch
your caress
your embrace.. 
Just makes my craving more intense..
Bathing in pale moonlight,
bare we lay together..
Only love is reeling in air,
only life is what we are creating..
I can see the candle lights around,
i can see the rose petals that surround..
I hold you close and close my eyes..
Red lips consuming each other..
Pain and pleasure submerging in each other..
Feather soft touch while,
gripping and pinning..
 We play in fervor,
through the reigning winter glory..



Sharing it for the Poetry Picnic at The Gooseberry Garden 


Thank you so much Ava for this wonderful wintery award :)
And i would like to nominate Magdalena Herman  

Thursday, December 01, 2011

अब..


अजीब सी ख्वाइश पलने लगी है, 
जुस्तजु ही इक वह है,
जो दीवाने दिल को खलने लगी है ..
आज़ाद कर दिया है हमने,
उन मन की तितलियों को,
उड़ा दिया है उन्हें उस अल्हड हवा में.. 
अलफ़ाज़ जैसे गुम से गए हैं ,
हकीक़ते जैसे थम सी गई हैं ..
हम बेवजह बस चलने लगे हैं ,
ख्वाबो के आशियाने पिरोते इन नैनो में ,
सब धुआं हैं पल का ,
यकीन में ले चले हैं ...
कसक की दस्तक अनसुनी कर दी है.. 
अब ये खलिश क्या चीज़ है? 
हमे क्या मालूम.. 
रोना हमने बस बंद कर दिया है.. 
मखमली कडवाहट की चादर में, 
सर रख अब हम सोने लगे हैं ..

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

..Always yours..

Resting her head on his lap her joy knew no bounds.The last months spent without being able to meet him or talk to him had been like some harsh penance she had taken on herself.He turned her face towards his just to stare day long into those eyes.She raised her hands touching his face,passing through every outline of his cheekbones, Adam's apple,nose,eyes,forehead.And then she stopped resting her hands on his cheeks.She smiled a very unusual smile to which he looked at and said 'Areyy..'
She giggled knowing that he hadn't deciphered what that smile meant to convey.She sat up and told him to lie down.And after he lied down she too laid herself besides him.Both facing each other.She moved her hands to hold his,tight and secure just like she had thought while they were away.Their breathe was growing in amplitude and rhythm,too late to be able to stop.She struggled to move a bit above as for he was taller than him.Brushing her lips softly on his chest,neck,cheeks...He withdrew his hands from hers and cupped up his hands around her cheeks,pulling her very close to himself.He reached very near just some fraction of gaps left between his and her mouth.And he held himself back.She had closed her eyes by then,waiting for something that she could only let sink in with eyes closed.He looked gently at her and thought to himself how beautiful she looked with those eyes closed,a serene calm on her face,almost negligible breathe..she whispered 'are you afraid?'
He laughed softly and came just the close as he had left their lips.Pressing inch by inch he seemed to consume her with every moan and sigh. Tongues wriggling inside her mouth,it was dominating..he was dominating.She didn't want it to stop,thrusting deep inside her was his essence.She decided to play a bit when he paused to rest his tongue.She now played inside his mouth almost  winning the fierce battle.He laughed from in between all this.They parted their lips.She opened her eyes,they were red and moisture had started to build up in them.He embraced her tightly not wanting to let go for eternity.She dug her face deep down in his chest and moved her hands gently in his hairs.He caressed her back.Warmth was emitted in all possible directions around them.The winter had seem to vanish which had seeped only some days ago this November.The feeling of being able to experience the love out of this was just ecstatic.She could not make her brain to think anymore and he decided that his should shut too.Their beats were almost in sink.They could only hear the magical music of the silence accompanied by the soulful beats.
She wanted to say so much yet something held her back.She didn't want to ruin this feeling of submergence and possession which was beyond all the wordily pleasures.They held each other like the color of flames,cells inside body,horizon and sky...
She mumbled softly to him...Paarth I love you..
He kissed her and said Rudhira...stay with me..you were,are and will be always mine..inside my heart and merged with my soul..and..... I ..am always yours..!

Saturday, November 12, 2011

Crack..


Lying down on numbness.
I can hear the throb still.
Pulsating in thy.

The moonlight's proliferating shine,
tricking my senses,
imagining pricks of snow-white flakes.

Arch-fiend unquestioning.
Resting his hunger on my lips.
Rough and dry through touches.

Pealing skin peeps out,
spouting fountains of crimson beads.
Unbound pain thrives to reach pleasure.

Hidden in the crevices of heart.
Flashing fiery desires that ignite,
sensational burst of chill.

You are covering me tight,
and secure so to warm.
The embrace smothering brilliantly.

Hurt just remaining a word.
Tears remaining frozen dew.
Do you care to mend the cracks?


-Alcina

Monday, November 07, 2011

In need of ME..!!(2)

It's a part two to one of my very old poem.. > In need of ME..!! 

Wavering in the wind,

teasing thyself.
Once again Ripping m/e
The game that was on, 
of shadows and stares.
Present one moment,
bygone the other right there.
Curling the words in mouth,
it couldn't produce to m/e.
Me consoled and caressed m/e.
M/e seemed numb and dead.

Me wouldn't give up till m/e resurrects,

through the ghastly whirlpool and currents.
Bloody battling of piercing words.
Loathed atmosphere that remained in past,
once again lingers upright and erect.
The growling need haunts again,
and me promise this time,
me shall put it to end.
The pain of m/e me engulf.
M/e let mocking shadows burn me to ashes.
Me ceases m/e screaming.
Shadow's hunger and passion sufficed.
My separated m/e joined again.
Me mingles to the healed M/e..!!