"The hardest of all is learning to be a well of affection,and not fountain,to show them that we love them,not when we feel like it,but when they do"

Tuesday, January 14, 2014

Like water to me..

I looked at the mirror for the umpteenth time.Why?
Because i saw you.I looked the first time and i....i thought i saw you.No that was not it.I went away for sometime and checked again.Yes there you are,still there.And now i am playing at this for so long.Coming,staying,watching,checking and going away.I'll keep on coming and going cause i want to see you within me,mingling with me.Cells with cells,beats with beats,breathe with breathe,scent with scent,you with me.
I am afraid.Of what?
Will i keep looking at you like this.Will you stay or you will fade away?I wish for you to mix,merge,splurge and color me in you.On those sleepless nights when i have felt a whispering in my ears,the hot breathe fanning my neck.The supple lips pecking each inch and pore of me.I am possessed,obsessed and hypnotized.Good or bad? Who cares,this is what i crave,covet,cherish and own.Your significance in my life if you ask,i shall tell you
                        I am parched like a desert land
                      Breathing in and out like a strangled being
                          I feel myself crumbling bit by bit
                       I am voiceless now,only the wind can make you feel
                              I am there somewhere
                                        Will you come searching for me?
                          Cause you are like water to me..

9 comments:

Zeba said...

Sigh. Beaut.

I Romanticize said...

Sigh, all the doubts we have. Sometimes we just have to take that leap of faith.

Megha said...

Sad, when one couldn't let go...the wound just grows underneath...a lost love is lost love...and it is difficult to let go but one has to..

Megha said...

hey, i had commented earlier but dont see it posted...

anyways, Life is unfair by many means, and more than that people, it kills not to be loved back..but we have to move on...

Alcina said...

@Zeba
It makes it a lot coming from a brilliant writer such as you.Thank you :)

Alcina said...

@I Romanticize
Well...here it is all about the reaction from the other side :)

Alcina said...

@Megha
I guess you interpreted it in some other way..but that makes me know your perception.I actually mean just loving with a yearning. :)
I heard you the first time just didn't get time to approve your comment.Sorry.But now both are approved :)

Kalu said...

brilliant... :-)

Alcina said...

@Kalu
Thank you :)
welcome to my blog..
keep chiming!