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Showing posts with label Eros. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Eros. Show all posts

Friday, May 25, 2012

Undefined bond..

It was rather a tiresome day and she wasn't finding solace in whatever she did.As soon as she changed her clothes and kept her head on the pillow to sleep, her cell vibrated.Wondering who could be calling her this late she just picked it up without even seeing the number she said Hello.No response from the other side strange so she looks at the number.A deep surprise plus shock wave hits her its him its him her mind screams and her heart is doing somersaults.
Hey say something
I did say.I said hello
He started laughing
She couldn't suppress her but she chose it to be mute and didn't show him.
He exclaimed What happened was it too bad that you are so silent?
I just don't know.I mean finally you remember to call me after telling me five days back that you would ring me up in ten minutes.Does my watch work too fast or yours is too slow?
Oh! I said that i would call?Is it?
Yes Mr. you said so and you didn't.That's why the silence wasn't fun and your laughter not infectious.
Hmm..Ok tell me what would make you laugh?
You figure that out.Do some work you lazy bum.
Hahahaha..How would a hug work for you?
Don't say or ask.Just try!
Tell me where do i have to meet you?
What?
Where and when do you want to meet me?
How can you be so nice I mean how did you figure out i wanted you to meet me?
See that smile playing on your lips.
Okay okay i give up I am smiling but you have to meet okay?
Of course idiot i would meet you and so i said where do you wanna meet me.
Okay tomorrow we both take day off from whatever we are doing and meet up some place then decide what we are going to do.
Alright!Meet me at the same station at 9 in the morning.
Done! Okay talk to you later.Now i am so damn tired and sleepy though didn't want to say so but now that we are meeting it seems alright to say so.
Okay.Take care and keep smiling.
I love you.You keep smiling too.See you.
See you.
All smiles she was and sleeping meant direct getaway to heaven and letting out plans of what to do with him tomorrow.In the morning she woke up rather early.It was 5 on the clock and she said to herself good for me, would do everything taking lots of time.Her favorite red color kurti and the black jeans. Accessorizing herself with a silver bracelet,a fragile looking chain with a butterfly pendant and those oxidizers which he had gifted him.She applied kohl to her eyes,mascaras on her eyelashes,a sweet light pink lipstick and a silver bindi complementing her whole attire.
She glanced at the watch it was 8:30 am.She exclaimed perfect timing now i'll be there just in half an hour.Jingling her house keys she reached the station in an hour and messaged him
Where are you?
After ten minutes her cell beeped Look around and find me :)
Don't fool around.Tell me where are you?
I can see you miss red and black ;)
Hey..that means you are around somewhere but where?
That is what you are going to find out :D
Caught you B)
So come near me
Stupid stop messaging i am in front of you
First you.
She spoke ok now stop.They both giggled like a fresh,new,happy couple.What the others didn't know was that they were not actually couples and that they have known each other for very longtime.
Do you have water?
Yes! For you my eminence.Here! All yours.
Hahaha..I knew you would have water.
Yes i bring it for you every time.
He looked at her all the while he was drinking water.His mind jolting into thousand of flashes.He had imagined more than a day with her in those few seconds.She could sense he was going somewhere else through her eyes.She smiled and asked so what next?
You tell me.You have anything in your mind?
Yes i do.How about we hit either your place or mine.
A naughty laugh lingered on both of their faces and he held her hand without saying anything and she let him take her wherever he wanted to.She had full trust on him and that she could never have on anyone else ever.He bought the tickets.Handed her one and took one for self.They entered the train.It was jam-packed and he held onto her hands tightly and she hugged him tightly.It took them one hour to reach the destination.And as she stepped out of the train she knew where were they heading to.They finally reached his place after fifteen minutes.He opened the lock and they both entered.She sat on the sofa and said Aaann..advancement you got a sofa.
Just for you madame(he said smiling gingerly)
She laughed and asked him what he was upto.He came after a some minutes and said hop on the bed.He had a coffee mug in his hand and as soon as she was called she hopped on the bed.He said sip it,she looked at him surprised.He pushed it towards her and then letting the brim in contact with her lips.She sipped and then he sipped from the same mug.He kept it aside and hugged her.Then he slowly looked at her.Her eyes were closed.
Rudhira?
She didn't say anything.He closed his eyes too and neared with the feeling of the heat emanating from her cheeks.His lips met hers and she didn't struggled to go away.Sinking as if into the unknown crevices of which ends were unknown.He tasted the creamy bitter-sweet flavor of the coffee mingled with butterscotch balm she had applied.She could taste the coffee on him.Her hands moved carelessly over him.She couldn't believe what she was doing neither did he know what was happening.Penetrating through and through into each others breathe they could hear each others heartbeat.She was feeling like ice,which was melting with every touch of his.She didn't know to loose control or retreat back.Retreating back wasn't a option it seemed and she gave in with hearty pleasure.
She parted her lips,he looked at those eyes they were still close.Both shed off their inhibitions.They weren't ashamed of finding each other laced in arms bare and being each others cover.Embrace had its whole new meaning redefined for him and her as well.He pulled the blanket over climbing on top of her.He kissed her cheeks,neck,belly and she was let into a delusional world.She was moaning softly and let out Devoid of breath Paarth..
He instantly felt her need rushing towards her lips.His light stubble scratching her soft skin and teasing them with consequent goosebumps as sign.They just couldn't resist the force binding them.He was kissing her so intense while hands working on her arms and shoulders.She was holding onto his hair so tight.Feeling each other as they traversed ages into each other.Their hunger devouring each other accompanied with ferocious growls and bites.She sighed all the more..she was not able to distinguish anything as she felt it like as if in a dream in her reality.They synced and merged with each other becoming one.Holding onto each other tightly,her nail scratched his back and his teeth engraved on her shoulders.A calm took over all of a sudden a rush of pulse and at the same time stop of breath.They fell into a deep trance.The pain mingling with joy.She felt it moving.He identified giving away himself to her.The ephemeral moment etched in deep silence.They slept facing each other sideways hugging each other as to never let go.He bit her ears playfully,she giggled.He then whispered in her ears did you want it?
She opened her eyes looking at his face.His eyes were closed now,she caressed his hairs and she saw tears trickling from the corners of his eyes.She smiled and kissed him everywhere.Then replied him i know this is what we had wanted for so long.She held his hands tightly,putting her face in his chest.He hugged her in that urgency.
They remained that way for way too long.
Seemingly never returning back from their trance...

Monday, April 04, 2011

It so happened..

This Entry is submitted by me for Thursday Poets Rally 41


A bubble of thought rises in his mind,
what if she..
A sigh left his lips in shear disappointment,
what if she..
A finger started writing something on the sand,
what if she..
A smile passed across his face as he saw,
what if she..
A heavenly feeling dawned upon him,
what if she..

She sat there besides him on the sand.
In her white dress,
her trinkets jingling happily.
As she brushed her hairs aside from her eyes,
her eyes met his and she couldn't stop her smile.

A word passed from him to her,
and the thought crossed his mind,
what if she..
She was attracted as if through some unseen energy,
towards his lips her lips brushed and submerged.
She withdrew them and said,
what if i..

His heart skipped a beat or two.
The breeze was silent and calm.
The waves rushed towards their feet.

She got up from there,
started walking away from him.
He murmured to himself,
did I finally say it?
I love you ..does she understand?

He gazed up into the endless sky.
And back on the waves his eyelids closed.
And he said to himself,
what if she..
and saw towards the direction she went..

She stood there,
the most beautiful girl in the universe.
Retracing her steps back,
she stooped low.
Mumbled in his ears,
I love you too..

Wednesday, January 05, 2011

Received..

She was a housewife.She had big dreams of becoming a professor of English literature.But when she was married without her will,she had to agree on the terms and conditions laid by her husband.He was one of the CEO 's of a company.They were childless even after 4 years of marriage.They never knew each other personally.It used to be as if she was the waiter of the hotel,he used to come eat,ask for the room,sleep,get up in the morning and get all his things up-to date and leave the hotel to come back again in the night.
She........oh had nothing to do.The only pleasure she had was of a call that she used to get or give.She had abandoned her dreams,hopes,aspirations and emotions somewhere she could not be able to visit mostly her soul could not.
That moment of the interrupted call was too long for her like lots and lots of years that have passed in a fraction of a second.The door bell rang,she kept the receiver back in its place and received her visitor of the night which was same as all these 4 years. 
Yes,she used to talk to a guy which was not her husband.He was a petrochemical engineer and had been working for three years now.
There was once this boring party that she had to attend with her husband where she excused herself for sometime to the washroom so that she could overcome her tears and not let the Kohl liquidate (those tears were natural after just 2 months of marriage,she took much time to abandon even them).
This guy entered and smiled looking at the mirror,which was more to her than the mirror.She was somehow happy to see that smile and surprisingly she smiled back at him.He noticed her glowing watery eyes and asked if he could talk for a moment with her.They spent fifteen minutes there inside and she had open up whole of her life to him.She was amazed that how much she needed to open those lips.Then he said we can keep this going on for as long as she wished to but now that she has told him about her husband,he said "exchange numbers if you feel free to talk".Without a second thought she wrote something on a paper and handed it over to the guy.

From the other day on they took to talking with each other.He used to share up everything and she the same.That day she had gathered all the courage left in her and told that how much she loved him.
So as her husband came and sat on the table to be served with his food.The phone rang up.She was carrying a glass of water ,it slipped out of her hand.She ran as fast as she could towards the phone.She picked it up and she knew who it was.He said from the other end "I love you too"...."leave him right away,I am gonna marry you".She was in tears after such a long gap,those were the tears of happiness and his husband was standing right there over the table,looking livid and as if inebriated.
She kept the phone and looked towards him and said "I have done my duties for years without a word with you, neither you tried to talk.You have been busy all these 4 years and we were bound in a contract and not love after that marriage.I have hated each moment with you.And now at this very moment wish to leave you".
He said softly with those red eyes glistening as if about to cry "I have been too scared of this contract that you stated just now.I never wanted it to happen ,i loved someone and that person died.I could not be happy anymore after that and this was forced upon me by my elders.And today i am happy that you have your love and could speak this freely to me.Order me rather than request.Go and i won't stop you.You would receive the divorce papers as soon as possible from my side".
Her happiness knew no bounds,she packed her things up.She headed towards his place and he was there standing on the door with that assuring smile to receive her in his arms.

Now it has been almost 2 years after that day of interrupted call and she is happily divorced from her husband and married to her love.Maya is expecting her second baby with Paarth and is teaching as a professor.Maya has the perfect life right now and she has revived all the dreams,hopes,aspirations and emotions.She has found her soul-mate and their life.....

P.S.-Edited to rectify mistakes by mystic.payel .(in red)

Saturday, December 04, 2010

The Mystery..

This post has been published by me as a part of the Blog-a-Ton 17; the seventeenth edition of the online marathon of Bloggers; where we decide and we write. To be part of the next edition, visit and start following Blog-a-Ton.

Packed in Invisible cover of heart.
It denounces and even gives a part.
Filling the cosmos in an Unknown energy;
Trapped through the nets weaved so intricate.
Like the sieves filtering cups of teas,
a drop so falls it gives life a new lease. 
Melting stones to hardening the silk,
changing shape and meaning it skills.
Never can be seized not so elementary,
illusion or real still is in Clandestine.
Gives powerful corrosion, 
and so even provides kind.
It goes as soft as a breath,
even hard as a nutshell outside.
Inscrutable is The Mystery,
the feel of Love,
the feel of Eros
Coveted by everyone,
unfolds life in full artistry.. 
 



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