"The hardest of all is learning to be a well of affection,and not fountain,to show them that we love them,not when we feel like it,but when they do"

Monday, April 30, 2012

I wish i never knew you



There is a ocean of pain submerging and layering inside me.
Every wound inflicted by you marked blue.
Scratched again and again by you till they bleed and get devoid.
If only i could go back in time and erase everything and
I wish I never knew you

33 comments:

Confused Soul said...

In pain, we write and create wonders.
You just did!

Lovely :)

ANJALI.N.KUMAR said...
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ANJALI.N.KUMAR said...

heyyy me after a long time and love to see you on track ofcourse as usual iloved your post...
keep in touch always... tc :)

Tanvi said...

Very well said..... The feel of something which breaks you like a delicate glass makes you wander and wish it never existed. But when we look back these are the only things that shape our character :):) find the positives and learn :)
Liked your blog a lot ;) will come back :)
Cheers,

⁂ܓVållῐ ⁂ܓ☺ said...

Yes, sometimes people hurt us so much that we hate their presence in our lives....Beatifully written :)

Alcina said...

@Confused soul
Thanks you dear.Wonder or no wonder i don't know but yeah sometimes emotions strike through words :)

Alcina said...

@Anjali
Hey..nice to see you on my blog after long.I have been lately on kind of strike for many reasons :P Will hop onto your blog soon.Thank you!

Will keep in touch :)

Alcina said...

@Tanvi
More than the realization of positive attributes adding up to your life you feel the current phase :) When it passes you know it was for something good and did something good to you.But momentary pain or the pain that leaves a mark forever is hard to subside down with only consideration of some good.
Thank you so much dear..Would love to have a lovely reader and writer like you.

Alcina said...

@Valli
Hate or not i don't know but yeah the pain is excruciating when they hurt.Thank you

Leonora Sophie said...

So very nicely put for something that is so not very nice itself. 
Thanks for your lovely words!

Dawn said...

Feel the pain...yes one feels that way to go back and do a restart...wish there was one
My wishes for you to pick up the remaining and try to fly ...every effort will help you to do that... God Bless You
Cheers

Magdalena Herman said...

True emotions... I've got exactly the same feeling recently that I can't get rid of... Thank you for putting it into such beautiful words!

Raivenne said...

If only...!!!

Yun Yi said...

i feel your pain. here is one i wrote years ago:

the seashell
is not from ocean
but the heart of
tender flesh
bleeding from
a slightest
cut of
love

Alcina said...

@Leonora Sophie
Its how your eyes behold and mind perceives :)
Thank you!

Hope you had a happy visit here!!
Keep chiming..

Alcina said...

@Dawn
Thank you dear.
Hope you had a happy visit here!!
Keep chiming..

Alcina said...

@Magdalena Herman
I wish no one feels this way.And i hope this passes soon for you and me :)
Thank you
take care

Alcina said...

@Yun Yi
Your style of writing is marvelous and I really like the way you put forward.The poem was equally mesmerizing.
Thank you!
Hope you had a happy visit here!!
Keep chiming..

henry clemmons said...

Been there and felt that. Very honest and real expression. Very good.

Eon Heath said...

Hey, Hi

Long time...

pain, beautifully expressed...pain is good...yes it is..
take care..

Regards,
Eon...

antomaniax said...

There is always light at the end of the tunnel.. Keep moving !

Simran said...

Snehu ,

I'm back here :-)
A painful note.. you expressed it so beautifully as always.. Nice image!

And Wow ! For the new look of your blog.

Alcina said...

@henry clemmons
:) Thank you

Keep chiming..

Alcina said...

@Eon
Never got that from you.Pain is good..well i see something has changed.

tc

Alcina said...

@antomaniax
I am trying very hard to move through the tunnel to reach till the end and find the light :)
Thank you so much.Your comment means a lot in my real life.

Hope you had a happy visit here!!
Keep chiming..

Alcina said...

@Simo
Thank you dear..and welcome back
Glad you noticed the makeover :)

Mak said...

I never knew that pain can be expressed so beautifully.

Karen said...

A powerful and poignant write!

Alcina said...

@Mak
Finding beauty in pain was surely your job.I just wrote what i felt :)
Thank you so much.

Alcina said...

@Karen
Thank you!

Crystal said...

It's the image that you've painted here.. makes me stop cold in my tracks.. need I say more..

Alcina said...

@Crystal
You explained yourself exceptionally well :)
Thank you dear.

Hope you had a happy visit here!!
Keep chiming..

Raindrop said...

Every night you sleep with pain in your heart, you wake up the next morning older but wiser. hope this pain brought about positive changes in you.