"The hardest of all is learning to be a well of affection,and not fountain,to show them that we love them,not when we feel like it,but when they do"

Friday, August 02, 2013

Maybe..

Maybe I am just a passing phase
Maybe I am just a random for you
Maybe I don't deserve love
Maybe I am just your lover
Maybe I tried to reach you
Maybe I was meant to be unheard
Maybe I am left bereft
Maybe I just want to hold you
Maybe I just want to be held
Maybe I failed
Tonight i cease to nothingness as my heart shrivels and my skin shivers.The candle flames hungrily feeding on my sanity.I feel so alone now that you are going away or its just my silly heart,expecting and hurting a little more.The day has ended,night is tearing me apart and i bleed.I am waiting..have waited for you so long.I am trying to hold on really tight the crumbling m/e like the burnt paper whose ashes are flying away.I will linger a bit more,breathe for a while.Hoping against hope for your arrival.The revelations to dawn upon you,stretching my arms wide to embrace you i shall wait for you.....

12 comments:

Ph_ said...

Its not just one night, story of all nights perhaps when I kill myself...

Could relate to the post.

Nice blog :)

Amrit Sinha said...

That's the longing for love, something we all crave for ... beautifully expressed.

S said...

Beautiful rendering of the soul. hoping against hope...maybe in our thoughts and in our dreams, we never lose hope.By doing that we always keep our passion alive.
I really loved the opening lines that you wrote starting each verse with "maybe"..beautifully expressed ! keep writing and keep smiling :)

Megha said...

i can feel the pain...it's painful not to be loved back.

Optimistic Existentialist said...

Such vivid writing...I can feel the emotion in this piece...

Dhara said...

Awwwww :(

Alcina said...

@Ph_
Hope all gets better with time :)

Thank you

Alcina said...

@Amrit Sinha
Than you.

Alcina said...

@S
Happy to have you on my blog after so long.Will keep doing that.Thank you so much.

Alcina said...

@Megha
I don't know how to tell you something for it.Thank you for dropping by.
take care

Alcina said...

@Optimistic Existentialist
Thank you :)
Glad you could feel it.

Alcina said...

@Dhara
That says a lot :)
Thank you.