Lost chance!

You don't seem to reply.

I wished it to bespoken by you.

What if they were in my dream,

that i portrayed that big hall, 

a extravagance gather.

We danced to the tunes,

and cheered with the talks.

I ask you a question, 

you raise your eyes and stop.

You ought to answer me, 

at least when i ask you once in reality.

But you loose your chance,

and left me wondering. 

For 'yes' or 'no' which was for me,

on my way wandering.

I cry and submerge. 

I walk down the last aisle of pain.

Get myself a shot to restart,

smoking air I leave my past in ashes.

Lungs filled up it really doesn't matter.

Dropping last bit of emotions,

i will leave you my trail.

When you find me, 

you shall only regret.

If only i were alive, 

that you could have said.