"The hardest of all is learning to be a well of affection,and not fountain,to show them that we love them,not when we feel like it,but when they do"

Monday, April 11, 2011

Soul Travel..

She talks of herself,she thinks of herself as the most beautiful on this earth.She never dares utter out her feeling about herself to anyone else.She met a guy whom she was fond of talking to.She told him about every secret she had with her,even though they were silly little insecurities and childish acts that she may have gone through or done respectively.
He smiles a lot with her,is bound in an unknown relation with her.He also tries and share as much as he can but he thinks he shouldn't share all he has within him and so keeps most of it to himself.She more than telling asks him one day what if she loses him and he never cares to return back?
He doesn't say anything because he knows nothing in this world is stagnant with respect to time and that one day everything that has been created will die down though it is the reality of the physical world one lives in and no one knows of the world that exists beyond it but that is what mattered at the current situation.He believes in change so much and she almost cannot afford to even think of it.The pure science of nature says that unlikes attract but they possessed most like qualities between them than unlike.And when the unlikes clashed it had to be either no decision or one had to let the other win with words or last say.
Sometimes reciprocation isn't necessary but most of the time it is.And when you don't reciprocate more but very rare it is kind of a boon for the person concerned.Such was the case with her and him.He reciprocated too less and she couldn't keep herself without reciprocating.Sometimes they hung on silent on phones just whispering in their mind and trying to catch any possible feelings sent either of their ways.But when you are surrounded by the world,your thinking it doesn't work clear it comes in need of a filter to really understand some delicate emotions.The day that passed without him in it but yet in thoughts or without her in it but yet in thought comes into a unconscious need list of there minds.The part which is not here of theirs does most of the talking and the part that is present here tries it's level best to bring out what it is.
She imagines a lot,with him or without him how it would be but she doesn't know,she doesn't know how to answer her questions to herself yet knowing that in some part of her resting brain she has the needful solace and answer for her seemingly never ending questions.
She again gathers up a little bit of time and asks the same question yet again ...What if i lose you and you never care to return back?
He turns to her moist yet controlled eyes,the deep hazel color that penetrates his soul through and through and he knows she is able to see so clear into him and he into her.His lips turn to a slight and faint smile,he looks away and she turns his face back to let him answer her for once and for all.He says with a very long sigh as if afraid of this question or wanting to let the words part from his mouth ...You carry me in your dreams,you imagine me all the time,though you might not know but i have read you so much and so nice that i can suffice your hunger and thirst.I have attached to your soul so deep and secure that if i do lose touch in this earthly connection of ours,you will always know through your unconscious being that i am there and will always be there..
It was so hard for her to believe yet she turned to her sleep with dreams tonight and she could feel him all over and around her.He was really there.He touched her soft butter-like skin with his warm soulful touch, caressed her back so discretely,with fingers he inspected those pink lovely lips and they moved to say something or so he saw,he placed his ears on her heart and listened to the gentle beating which was growing heavy moment by moment with the fear of i may loose this moment,he connected all his body to her covering and embracing her so wonderfully, intertwined fingers,placed his nourishment on her thirst and hunger,loved her whole night which was never ending..it was the reality, she wasn't dreaming of him,he was really there with her, for her and forever...


P.S.-It is the intensity of the feelings that both souls possess and it makes it possible for both of them to travel through space and time to bridge the gaps and meet when they wish to meet,possible even after death.It's a heavenly semblance.It is called astral travelling or astral projection and it is a out of body experience as it consists of mainly the soul or spirit of a person.It is also near death experience.This travel comes into being with the conduit as mysterious plane of existence.The stars which are believed to be composed of the fifth element known as quintessence,it is the this element which is found to be helping the human psyche in the astral mysticism.


He went past the world and their longing and yearn was too deep and true to be let as it is.He met her and she met him.....

16 comments:

Red Handed said...

Astral or no astral...wht you wrote was beautiful. Girl!! You have to be in love to write so well and taking all the minute things into consideration. Beyond beautiful!

And i loved the reply the guy gave to the girl. I wish i was a romantic soul my girl!

Raghu said...

Its so beautiful.. u wrote each n everything with so much detail.. loved it..

Beyond Horizon said...

Embedded the emotions so beautifully of both souls! :)

& Thanks for the P.S! always something different on Alcina's land ;)

rivercat said...

This is a wonderful true love story.
i read it over and over and let it sink into me :)

विवेक Call me Vish !! said...

maf karna kafi dino baad apka blog pad rha hu lakin ....wakai khud ko traotaja paa rha hu apki post baht sharthak or sateek hai!!

Jai HO Mangalmay HO

Alcina said...

@Red Handed
Honored beyond words..!!
It comes at the right time..just wait..

Alcina said...

@Raghu
It's followed by you so well..thanks!

Alcina said...

@Beyond Horizon
So you say and notice..thanks a lot!

Alcina said...

@rivercat
Please don't drown.. :P

Thank you so much!

Alcina said...

@Vish
Koi baat nahi..aap aaye yahi humara param sobhagya hai..Hum apki raye janke bohot khush huay..
Dhanyavaad!

Lilangel said...

Love transpires beyond boundaries..true reflection of the power of love :) I am gonna soon run out of words praising you :D Lovely one.

Hema Nimbekar said...

really a good job....so detailed and very good embedded with emotions...

thats what i call a real true love story of soulmates.....

rohan said...

it was a collection of words whose appreciation cannot be limited to mere words then too it was something extraordinary beyond the thoughts of an ordinary soul u hae something!!!!!!! u really understand true love fantastic

Alcina said...

@Lilangel
Oh god! thats an honor..thanks so much..

Alcina said...

@Hemu di
Thank you..but your love stories rock always ;)

Alcina said...

@rohan
:) thank you thank you